I love writing and reflecting.
Writing makes me happy.
Reflecting helps me wrap my head around complexity. And write better.
Using general-purpose language models to write or reason makes me feel queasy and sad.
For me it's as clear-cut as that.
I'd rather feel happy.
I'd rather reflect on terms I can control and where the source of information is transparent.

And honestly, I'm okay with others feeling differently about their own experience.

As long as everyone gets to choose for themselves.

As long as other people aren't being hurt in the process.